it's 9.19am on a cold saturday morning.
listening to : mary j blige's be without you.

damn it lah. thanks to the song, i'm feeling sososo emotional. not to the extent of taking the knife and slash my wrist and weep like nobody's business. DUH. just looking back into the past 3 months of my life really made me think. and now i conclude it's time to move on and hit the roads. [: although feelings are still there, i must move on yeah? [:

it's cny's eve. reunion dinner. :/ it's always that time of the year which i really abhor. i'm not even freaking close to my relatives. (both mum and dad's side.) it's not that i'm anti-social and refuse to mix with them, but they're wayyyyy above my age and they're (no offence.) cheenacheena. fyi, outta of the 5 cousins i have at my dad's side, i only know 2 of their names. i don't really bother about the other 3 since they're the exact opposite of me. smart, having scholarships, studious, diligent, hardworking sort. bah. stupid.reunion.dinner. sadly, it's an obligation.rawrr.

ohyes. jessica's simpson a public affair is making me feel so much better. [: damn, i feel so phat and ugly. is it more than a phase?

ended this post at 9.28am.